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Monday, August 30, 2010

Oh i should also do my job!

I almost forgot to mention I updated my site with a new weigh in, I still can't get over how great gaining has been this past month has been!

I also updated my C4S too!

It may seem crazy, but i feel like i become more beautiful with every pound i gain... i feel so much sexier... happier, and im so lucky to get to share it with people who feel the same.
Wow i can't believe it's almost fall, my favorite time of year! Oh what a year it has been! But I'm glad everything worked out the way it did. I'm in such a better place in life now, I feel like my opportunities are endless where before I felt so weighed down.

I have a lot going on in the next month. I'm adding a new section to my website of something really special that hasn't really been done before so this will be a new adventure for all of us! I don't want to give too much away and spoil my surprise so i will leave it at this! haha

September 17th I leave for my Cross Country Road Trip, I can't wait! This should turn out to an adventure, that's for sure! lol 5,000 miles of deliciousness to boot!

We started a blog just for the trip- Click Here

I have a date with my Roselyn this week, we might be taking some new vids too, we'll see.

September is gonna be a great month!

How is everyone else doing?

Monday, August 23, 2010


Ok, no more Debbie Downer! I guess having one bad day out of 90 good ones shouldnt make me forget the good days :)

Things are really crazy for me this next month, a good friend of mine is getting married on the other side of the country. I could pay $600 to fly oooooor i could road tip with some other awesome fat girls for half that! haha This will be a road trip of a life time. I'll post a map of where we'll be in case anyone wants to get together for lunch or dinner :) Well as soon as i find it!

Here's an update for my site, hope you enjoy!

Lots of new stuff on my c4s too!

Sunday, August 22, 2010

When it rains, it pours.

This too shall pass, even if it doesn't feel like it right now.

All i want right now is a hug, and for kind words to tell me it will be ok.

Tomorrow is a new day.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Hooked on a feeling!

I just wanted to post a quick picture of me and my lady and a silly friend from my party, at this point in the party I was pretty intoxicated and had changed into my panties and a tank. I still can't believe how fun it was.

All the guests have gone, it's just me and Cara now and I honestly love having her here, I don't want her to leave!

I'm feeling so good right now, I don't want this feeling to ever stop!

Thank you!

Sunday, August 15, 2010


Right now i'm surrounded by beautiful fat girls and tons of pugs! The housewarming party was wonderful... I cant even begin to tell you how great it felt to have friends from all over the country come to see little ol me! lol I'm truly blessed!

This was a wonderful way to begin this new chapter in my life.

Thank you Universe for making everything come together! Everything in life happens for a reason, and everything always works out in the end.

I feel so free, i feel love for everyone, it feels so good to let go of the past and move forward to a better, happier, more positive place.

I couldn't have done it without all the love i have from my family, friends and fans.

Ok i'm gonna quit being cheesy and get to the smore making and board game playing! I'll upload pics once everyone is gone! <3

I hope everyone is well! xoxoxoxoxxxx

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Another Beautiful Day

Today, i feel beautiful and happy in life. I couldn't and wouldn't ask for more.

Thank you

A few shots from todays shoot. So fun!

Thursday, August 5, 2010

OhioBBW/SSBBW Burlesque Show by ME! lol

Today I was approached by someone interested in having me run a SSBBW burlesque show in Cleveland Ohio. I was really shocked and wasn't sure what to say! Now that i've had time to really think about it, i think it sounds great!

I've always been a huge fan of burlesque and have been learning it for the past few months. The idea of having a show filled with beautiful bbw and ssbbw women sounds great! I'm always looking to show the world how sensual we are and I'll start right here in Ohio!

I was wondering if there is anyone in my area that would come to see the show? (and if there are any other girls interested)

I don't have a date, i don't have all the girls yet but I wanted to see if anyone would be interested.

Let me know that you think!



Wednesday, August 4, 2010

-almost forgot

Oh and my hair is back to a more suitable color! I LOVE IT! <3

New sets!

So I'm in love... With my new studio and lighting Kit! I can not get over how much better my photos look with the setup. I felt the need to share how good this made the picture look, this is completely un edited too!

In a few days there will be 3 other models here that i get the pleasure of taking sets for! YAY! <3 ok back to work for me!


Monday, August 2, 2010


Right now I'm supposed to be painting buuuuuut I'd rather be eating cookies and watching terrible shows on TLC hahaha A little break won't hurt anyone!

Next weekend is my housewarming party, I'm so excited to have all the people i love so much under one roof for a weekend! A lot of people who havent had the chance to meet yet! It's gonna be great. Thank goodness I finally found a patio set that can seat a lot of my guests! All of which has been customized to be fatty friendly! So now i have seating for 25! Now what do i do with the rest of the 10 people who RSVP'ed?! AHHHH! I was thinking about making some floor pillows, i myself have always been a floor sitter, since i was a little kid and there was only enough room for 3 on the couch, me being the youngest got the floor. Honestly I prefer it, but i have a feeling the bigger i get the less I'll want to do that! lol The scary thing about this party is the 8 people coming from out of state who will be staying here, that's gonna be one fun sleepover! haha

So my house is pretty much finished now, minus the bedroom! I jsut can't decide what i want... I can't think of a theme I love. HELP! I think the biggest problem is that the master bedroom has a greenish tanish carpet, its neutral but i'm afraid to do the room in wine like i want... Ugh I still have a little more time to fix it up before the party, it'll come to me right?

Also I'm going to my stylist to change my look yet again, i thought i wanted to go blonde but then i saw how terrible it looked on someone that had a similar skin tone to mine, so washed out and dead, i'm now afraid of that happening to me! lol I'm going darker, something sexy with more depth to it. I can't wait to see what she does! Also i might lose the bangs, still not sure.

Oh i almost forgot to mention, i've looked into culinary schools, applied to a few, yea, i think it's time to take my passion for cooking and cooking for others to the next level! A friend I had in college has some spaces downtown for commercial use and its very affordable and he has multiple spots and locations available. i went to the bank and looked into a loan and have been talking with my financial adviser about opening a cafe for people and their pets. Yep, my life long dream! I havent started yet, i want to be fully aware of everything before i jump in, yes i took some business classes, i also did go to vet school for a hot second so i know a little bit about things, but i need to know more.

I've been shooting a lot of new sets and videos too, i love the new lighting kit and studio, i will be shooting a lot of other models too. I'll be sure to share of course!

It feels good to realize where you're going in life and knowing that opportunities are endless... This is just the beginning.

Back to work!