Happy Memorial Day

Today was gorgeous, it started out hot and sunny and is now into a full blown summer thunder storm... mmm it feels so good to be sitting next to a giant bay window as the cold air blows in. I've been in my bathing suit the entire day!


I'm writing to brag about the delicious ice cream I had today. It's so good that I havent been able to stop thinking about it.

Normally I'm a die hard Jeni's Ice Cream fan, but there was something sooo different about the kind I had today!

After my family and I went to the small hometown parade (in which I scored tons of candy from all the different floats since I knew almost every person! lol) the girls decided to take a mini road trip for ice cream! We went to our usual place but it was closed so we went a little further to Katies Corner in Kent.

They had over 50 flavors! I wanted to try every single one! But instead i got the biggest cone they had, triple scoop waffle cone! MMM

First scoop- Cake Batter
Second scoop- Chewy Chocolate
Third scoop- Playdough

Playdough.... sounds gross right? WRONG! It's yellow cake batter ice cream with chunks of red blue and green sugar cookie dough! TOTAL SWEET SUGARY HEAVEN! It's been a few years since I've been there and i totally forgot how good it was. I ended up buying 2 quarts of it for home. As you can bet there isnt much left. haha

Anyways I just wanted to share my foodgasm with everyone here, I wish i had taken a pic of this beauty but i ate it all before it had a change to melt :) I cant help but wonder how many delicious calories were in that... hmmm

I end this food blog with some pictures from a set I took this week. I thought it was kinda artsy and needed to share. I went for some cool head shots and ended up getting naked... not gonna lie. It was hot. Tell me what you think. For being a shitty camera it did a good job.

I hope everyone had a wonderful weekend. I know i did. <3

Also I want to say I'm thankful for everyone who has served our country and will serve, and to everyone who has supported and loved me all these years. Thank you, for everything.

Yes I can walk...

I know some people fantasize about woman so big that they can't walk or do things on their own and hey I can respect that, but there's more to me.

Yes, I'm over 500 pounds, I know it's kinda hard to believe but I have and always will be a very active person. I grew with a lake in my back yard and woods to play in. I camped, I fished, I hiked, I did a lot of things outdoors and I even farmed. Yes I'm farm raised, and damn proud. It was the most rewarding experience in my life, and I honestly believe it made me who I am today.

I digress...

In school I was in track and other things, yes I was big but it didn't stop me. After I graduated I worked in a gym for a couple years, I got looks but I loved it, (you should have seen the look on peoples faces when i showed them how to use equipment!) I was actively gaining and knew I wanted to keep gaining but wanted to still enjoy life.

So, how do I maintain my shape and my lifestyle? I MOVE. haha What I'm saying is, I do fun things for activity. I have 3 dogs I love taking out for walks, I love museums and especially gardens and zoos. It's a fun and easy way to stay mobile, stay active. Like tonight. Tonight Ivy, Violet and I went to a hula hooping class. IT WAS GREAT! Yea i still don't have the hang of it but I'm learning and it was really a lot of fun.

I know all of this may kill a lot of boners but, I don't care. This is my life and yes I'm not the picture of health but I'm not doing bad by all means. Yes, I'm gaining but there are many ways to do it and mine fits me and I'm happy this way. Not that there is a right or wrong way. This is mine.

I have my fantasies, some i live everyday but some will stay that way, fantasies. I'd love to be 1,000 pounds but I will be realistic too. How big will I get? I guess we'll have to wait and see won't we?

Let's talk about Sex BAY BEE!

OK so i get this question a lot "How do you have sex at your size?"

The real question is, how do I not?!

Let me be honest. It's better than ever! I'm not sure what it is exactly but with every pound I gain, the better the sex is. Maybe it's the mechanics, bigger belly tightens the pussy, aka better stimulation (although sometimes its too tight and too painful, but like i said, ALMOST) or is it the psychological aspect? I simply feel sexier, more confident, happier! Feeling how soft my skin is, how full and supple it is now. It's like every pound makes my body softer. And lets face it, there is NOTHING hotter than thinking I'm 3 or 4 times the size of my partner, be it girl or guy. I love knowing how huge I am compared to you. Not that I don't love fellow fatties. You know I do!

Yes maybe there are one or two things I can't do, like car sex or stand up sex. But the benefits of what I have now (cake sex! lol) makes it so worth it. I can do any position I want, fatties can be pretty flexible, at least the ones I know are. And big girls on top? THE BEST!

So if you haven't had the pleasure of being with a SSBBW because you're afraid it wont work, trust me, it will!

Here we go!

I've been looking for a place to put down my thoughts as well as update my fans/friends with all things site and Kellie Kay related! I hope this is the begining of something really fun!