Ok, it is absolutely GORGEOUS out today so i gotta make this quick! I'm putting in a vegetable and fruit garden and it's gonna take me a while to 'til the field! boooo for hard sweaty labor, maybe that should be a set? haha I have a ton of new updates coming this week plus the ones i already posted! Both on www.ssbbwkelliekay.com and www.clips4sale.com/21475 I've been in the working mood and i have all kinds of new ideas for videos and sets. Tell me what you want, i know some of my fans arent into feederism and thats ok! If there's something you'd like to more of just let me know! It makes me feel great to know I can make someone else smile by just being my big ol fat self! lol

Internet vacation FTW!

I know there are a lot of rumors going around about me, some saying im retiring, or that i'm sick or that something horrible has happened to me but in fact the rumors are just that, rumors and very false ones at that.

A few weeks ago i came to the sad realization i was no longer myself and i was constantly putting myself last and getting hurt, either financially or emotionally.

The more time i spent at home and on the internet the more negative i felt my life was becoming. Ive never been one to sit inside all day, living life on the internet instead of going out and living life. The more i sat in that environment the more negative i became. Once i removed myself from it my whole perspective has changed as has the way i feel.

I'm not trying to say that you shouldn't spend massive amounts of time online b/c for some people, it is their life and it makes them happy. Not me. I am an outdoorsy kind of person, i need to be out and about, not sitting in home wasting my life. I have a family who loves me and want me around. It feels good too. They enjoy my company, they appreciate me for who i am.

After i removed myself from facebook and twitter i almost instantly felt a relief i havent felt in over 6 months! No more sitting there witnessing the maliciousness of people, the cattyness i was so strongly against i was starting to become. The only reason people pick apart others is to feel better about themselves, and i dont need that kind of negativity in my life, so i left it.

This is a freedom i havent had in a while, i can talk to who i like, do what i want without some how, some where getting in trouble for every little thing i do that "may" offend someone. I can finally get back to being happy and healthy Kellie.

I can honestly say this is the BEST i've felt in a long time.

I'm loving modeling again, i'm in love with my body again, even the parts i didnt love before. I'm perfect, i am what i should be, and I'm thankful for having people there to support and love me, no matter what my flaws are. I can't thank them enough.

As for the people who started the rumors? Well i feel sorry that they hate their life so much the feel the need to try to ruin mine. Little do they know, my life is in the real world, not just the internet. haha

I hope everyone is doing wonderful, as for me? I'm loving life again!

I'm always around if anyone needs me, I check my mail as often as possible.

Oh yea, i started playing basketball and i'm not half bad! haha

If anyone needs to get to me you can e-mail me at kellie_kay_bbwpinup@yahoo.com I'm taking a break for the rest of the internet for a while. You will still see updates on my from me on my sites but I won't be using public forums. I wish the very best for everyone.

Thanks for all the support and love.

Kellie Kay

Thankful Thoughts

A couple years ago i met a really sweet FA named Glenn, we became good friends quickly and i felt at ease to talk to him about anything. During that time i hit a really rough spot and he was there to help me out. Afterwords we both got busy in our lives and lost touch but about a year ago we picked up where we left off! And honestly i felt like we became closer b/c of everything we went through! So why am I writing all of this?

A few weeks ago i was planning a trip with my roomies to the Jersey bash and about a day before we were supposed to leave something came up and it was looking impossible for us to go, when Glenn heard he jumped right up and made sure we all were able to afford the trip and he even helped out Cara Cakes, a long time friend of mine who i havent been able to see in a long time. We all went to the bash and had a wonderful time. If it werent for Glenn about 6 of us wouldnt have been able to get there and see each other.

Even though i'm still under the weather and really busy with things i wanted to take time out to thank him for being a wonderful friend to all of us and helping us get the much needed break we needed.

Glenn you're a wonderful person inside and out. I appreciate all the things you've done for me and my friends and i know i'm not alone in thinking this!

I've made a video stating all of this but i honestly dont have time right now to sit down, upload and post it. Just know that this guy is one and a million and i know we will be friends for a very long time!

Thanks Glenn, for everything! We love you!

STUCK!

Yep you guessed it, I added some new videos to my clips4sale store. Will I ever find a playground I can play on? I can't stop getting STUCK!

New Episode of Cooking with Kellie

This weeks update is a new episode of Cooking with Kellie! I make 2 homemade pizza's for my me and my fatty roommies! Can you guess my secret ingredient?

I'm irritated. I might even gonna say PISSED OFF. The way people pick each other apart. Over the way they live their lives, who they socialize with, the clothes they wear, down to the way they physically look. Aren't there better things to be judging people on? Personality? Who and what they are? The experiences they've had and what makes them... them?

I'm not perfect in any way and I will never be perfect. I'm pretty sure the same goes for you.

Do not condemn the judgment of another because it differs from your own. You may both be wrong.